"Well, the emptiness is endless, cold as the clay
You can always come back, but you can't come back all the way"
- Bob Dylan
I have not had much of an appetite these days, which is steee-raaaange if you know me. I'm a chunky gal and I like my food, but lately, eh. I don't know what's going on.
I know the song quote is depressing but I am not feeling depressed today. I wrote it up there because I have felt it true for me for a long time with regards to religion and spirituality. (Finally, Sojourness returns to her roots!) I probably even wrote this same thing with this same quote years ago when I first started blogging (I actually vaguely recall doing so). I just feel like I'm being drawn back... I hungrily devour to Christian music, I miss the community I used to be a part of... but at the same time, "you can't come back all the way." Even if I returned to church, it would be for the wrong reasons. I don't believe half of that stuff anymore. I miss what I don't believe, isn't that strange?