i am so conflicted. part of me is dying to leave tomorrow, to go back to school and the arms of my love and some sense of normalcy. the other part of me wants to stay and take care of my sisters, to take responsibility for all the craziness in our lives. if i do that, i will never graduate or move forward in my life. i will probably go crazy with depression and frustration. but how can i just abandon people to live my own life?
why do i have to make that choice anyway?