i took everclear's so much for the afterglow cd out of the library and am enjoying my little bit of nostalgia. i spent all of my 15th year on this planet listening to this cd over and over, then threw it out because i was tired of being sad, and it didn't help.

having a shitty day today. you know, sometimes you just have them. i'm not due to be emotional for at least another week, but whatever.

i need to make friggin friends here. school is good, work is good, being with boyfriend is definitely good, but geez, how much can i study and paint? it's lonely.